March 23, 2012

When the World Spins

Well it's day 2 of the Neurontin.  I started it yesterday, but only took 2 doses instead of 3.  It was late afternoon when I got the prescription and it said not to take two doses at once.

Last night I just felt funny.  Almost as though I was drunk.  And that was with just the first dose I took.  And it made me drowsy.  I started falling asleep while trying to read.  I figured me being tired already was playing a major role in that.  But today I'm not so sure.

I took the first dose around 9am, and an hour later my mom could tell a difference.  And we were just talking on the phone, she wasn't even here with me (not that she could be, she lives 4 hours away haha).  She said I was starting to talk faster and some of my words were jumbled.  Which I also noticed but didn't really pay attention too.  Now it's several hours later and I'm noticing more.  I'm really tired.  I feel weak.  Such as, I need to fold laundry.  But I can't lift the basket to get it to the room I need.  I mean, I could, but I just feel too weak to bother trying.  I'd rather just leave my arms relaxed.

I'm also feeling a little clumsy.  I keep fumbling over the small things I am picking up.  I can't walk straight, seem to be tripping over my own feet again haha.  This really isn't good considering I have kids to take care of.  I want to be fully functional.  Or at least not feeling clumsy and weak.

I just feel REALLY relaxed.  I could totally drift off to lala land if I would allow myself.  I've also got this weird tingling feeling in my mouth.  I don't know if it's related to the medicine or not, but figure I might as well mention it.  Keep track of how I'm feeling.

I'm texting a friend right now.  And wow it's so not easy.  I keep fumbling over the keys, something I never do. Same thing is happening as I type.  I'm by no means a speed typer, but I am known for going rather quickly.  Drives James nuts to hear the constant click of my keyboard because of how fast I type.  But I'm finding myself using the backspace button quite a bit right now.

I'm really not sure how long I should put up with the side effects before telling myself it's just not worth it.  I know for some people the side effects are temporary.  But how long do they last if it's just temporary?  A month?  A week?  Several months?  I think I'll give it two weeks.  Unless of course the side effects get worse.  I really want to go read but this medicine has me too unfocused to do that.  So I'll try to eat some food (really doesn't feel like I have the energy to lift a fork to my mouth and actually chew.  That's bad haha).  After I attempt lunch I'll try for a nap.  Twins aren't asleep yet so I'm not wasting time.  Maybe by the time I'm ready to lie down they'll be asleep.  They are in bed for a nap.

Well, I'm off.  I'll be back later if things seem worse or different.  I did just take dose number two.  I'm thinking pizza for dinner tonight.  Either that or James will have to cook.  I don't think I'll be able to do it.

Signed,
Super Mom

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